was blog surfing after such a long time of neglecting them.
realised that some people changed their blog addresses / deleted their blogs.. i wasn't informed..
guess i aint important in peoples' eyes.
who would think that i am important to them?
i'm so anti-social.. dunno how to talk to ppl.. cant communicate.. dun go out with people.. fat.. ugly..
some people.. i have always regarded them as best friends.. first thought of them everytime when i want to buy stuff for friends..
but i think they never did regard me as their best friend..
never.. not even once..
you can tell whether this person cares about you through his actions..
i know he does not give a hoot about me.. fine.. i shall distance myself from him.. dun sms him.. dun msn him..
he only msn or sms me when he is bored. what does he treat me as? someone to fall back on when finally there's nobody to talk to? am i always ranked last? i will be thought about last. missed last.
i shall prevent myself from unwanted disappointment..
i will take everything with a pinch of salt.
there's nothing to be sad about.
there's no true friendship.
it is nice to find real friends in one's lifetime.
if i can't find any, i will have to admit it is fate.
it's okay. i do not need people who only befriend me because they take pity on me.
