Pimples!!!!!! :(((((

How to salvage a cui face?

I used to stock up on boxes of birds nest when they are on offer but now I'm going to be *beep* so I can't be a spendthrift anymore plus I heard that must eat those self boiled and not those pre packed glass bottles.. Those not effective.. Self boiled ones so expensive! Lol..

Just bought some facial product but it's not working or perhaps I'm too impatient and just want to see results.. Haa..

Everything has been set. I'm just biding my time now. :)))

人是很健忘的。。如果太久没保持联系就会忘记有这个人的存在。。

你会记得我吗？

做人实在是太痛苦了。My hands are full of cuts -- from paper cuts and staples.

My feet are full of blisters and torn skin -- from ill-fitting and newly bought heels. My ankles are acting up again.. I guess I can't wear heels anymore and I should never wear heels again but I'm not going to give it up so easily.. I'm going to continue my ways till my ankles break.

Omg I just did the bravest thing I did in my entire life!! -- taking a slipper to smack the cockroach "loitering" at the corridor outside my room! Well someone's gotta protect my mangas and DBSK, JYJ, Super Junior and SHINee stuffs!!

I can't sleep......

Some people can't understand why when I say "My idol is dating someone? Great! I hope his relationship will last, he gets married with her and have dozens of kids!" because I'm someone who is not in favour of love, marriage and children..

Most people would get a little edgy the moment rumours about their idols surface.. It's normal, nothing wrong with that..

For me I just feel that it is impossible to stay popular and in the showbiz forever.. Wouldn't it be so lucky to find someone who loves you for who you are and not because of your celebrity status or looks? Humans tend to be forgetful.. The moment your popularity fades, soon you will be forgotten but!! There is still someone who stands by you.. Isn't it so wonderful? You may not be popular anymore but life still continues and the "someone" shares weal and woe with you..

I guess though I'm not in favour of the above 3 points that I mentioned, but some times I can't help becoming dreamy too..

Perhaps, it's because I'm afraid of getting hurt so I'm staying out of love's way..

Or it's because I just finished reading a shoujo manga so I'm having unrealistic romantic ideas again.

I need to draw a thick clear line between fantasy and reality.

Aigoo~ I can't wait till april fool day! Hahahaha! 哈哈哈哈！ㅋㅋㅋㅋ! ハハハハ！（＾◇＾）

Havent been blogging as often ever since the start of the internship in January. Work is still very much more draining everyday compared to school. I got the "back to NS" feeling; having only time on the weekends to do my own stuff. I just feel like hitting the bed after work everyday.

This is my first time working in a local bank, and yes it is tough. In this competitive industry, almost everyday is a war and newcomers are expected to be up to speed quickly. I have been reprimanded a few times for my lack of initiative. It is demoralizing yes, especially when you feel that you have completed the task at hand, or when things are dependent on some other factors that are beyond your control.

Nevertheless, it is still an eye-opener to see the internal operations of the bank. I am glad to be given this chance and with the second half of the internship coming up, I will strive all out to make a lasting impression!

LET'S CHIONG TGT MICH! FIGHTING!

Sob.. I cut myself badly today.. The staples were too sharp.. I tried to break them into smaller pieces to fit my stapler but cut 2 fingers instead. The bleeding didn't stop even though I used 2 tissues! ;(

I'm not going to be a crybaby and cry over my cuts but my blood is precious!! ;(

I must really think it through properly.. If I give everything up, I can't craze after Ryeowook like now..

"Concert just $200++? Let's go!!"

The only things that are sustaining me and pushing me on are

1) Ryeowook
2) Jaejoong
3) Taemin

Possible upcoming concerts

4) Super Show 4
5) KRY concert
6) SHINee concert

Am I really going to give up stability for a period of rest? Will I really rev up my engine again after my rest?

Am I really such a weakling?

Can I really give him up? :(

Try pushing me some more and I'm outta here faster than you know.

Testing if I can post photos via email..