Tuesday, February 22, 2011



我总是将我自己的真心掩饰起来。建起了一道很高很厚的防护墙,从不让人轻易进我的心房。

原本我就是一个很冷淡、不擅长交谈的人。可是自从上次的那件事,我发现我自己变得更加冷漠了。别人如果想要突破我的心防更是难上加难了。

在别人因为受不了我的冷漠而选择离开时,你却坚持留下来了。

我很惭愧啊!经常忽略你,又爱向你发牢骚。还换汤不换药,每次都在抱怨一样的东西。然而你也不会对我发脾气,只是默默地承受我的垃圾。

谢谢你没有放弃我。

能够真正交心的朋友不多,也许就只有你一个。

实在是太感激你了。谢谢你还愿意当我这么烂的人的朋友!希望我们的友情会长长久久!(^_−)−☆

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 10:51 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


To Mich


Nobody likes to be the bad guy and limit someone's future and potential. At least thats what I think. Since she is giving you some leeway, return her the favour and prove that you can do better!

It is never too late to start learning. It is really up to yourself whether you wanna open your mind and learn, or keep within your area of work. I dont need to preach anymore, I believe you understand the importance. No matter what you learn it always be part of you, besides you never know when something comes in useful until you are in the situation. Knowledge is permanent.

Nobody cant force you if you have no interest. Nobody cant force you if you dont want to endure. I feel that you need to think things through and have a plan. Not for 3 months, 6 months but long term - and follow it strictly and make sure there is no backing down.

Change or not to change?

Infrit was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 9:16 PM

Monday, February 14, 2011



I must change the tagboard to another tagboard else my stupid phone can't load the tagboard.. Lol..

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 9:05 PM



I want nothing except happiness for you and me!

Trying to be positive!


~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 8:47 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2011



Actually now I'm feeling very confused..

Being so slack and keep SMS only during work my boss still give me an average score for my appraisal when I expected an even lower score.. Like the worst on the scale.. She just subtly told me to keep my phone away during work and try to be more hardworking. My mum said she was trying to give me a second chance..

Then yesterday my uncle and sister told me to stay on and learn the more in-depth processes which will happen in the later half of the year.. Maybe October or something.. Because if I learn that, I can go work in offshore banks or foreign countries and even those small medium companies. My insurance agent also told me my job is a "metal rice bowl" because all the companies need to deal with trading.. Importing and exporting.. I will be able to prepare the necessary documents for it.. Stuff like that..

I really don't know..

My sister said this "if you are going to leave a job, you have to take a skill with you." but until now, I can be honest with you.. I still don't know what I'm doing. I don't understand the process.. I'm a slow learner plus I have no interest.. Maybe it's time to do some reading up huh..

What should I do.. Endure a few more years and be more hardworking to lay the steps down for my future or to change to a new track totally?


~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 9:55 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2011



要赚我的钱还真容易!

太可笑了!

呐呐的!

真是的!我真的要学会say NO和不要那么软弱!

花红没了!_| ̄|○

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 7:55 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2011



百忍成金。我知道。

しかし‼ 仕事が大嫌い‼

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 9:38 AM



我知道我必须忍。可是我觉得自己越来越不开心。快疯了。

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 7:27 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2011



我没疯。。只是没有一个寄托和精神支柱。。所以才把注意力放在他身上。。

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 8:13 AM

Monday, February 07, 2011



其实看到他越来越消瘦的身影,及心疼又担心。。

他是不是承受着很大的压力?他有没有按时吃饭呢?他这么瘦了为什么还要继续减肥?

我觉得他还是有一点婴儿肥比较好些。。他的双颊都凹下去了。。看了真的好担心。。

我还记得当我看到他本人的时候,都吓到了。。我到现在都还记得他那个瘦小的背影。。好瘦。。真的太瘦了。。突然感到一阵心痛。。(>_<)

他穿的衣服或许只有size S吧?还是XS?我不是因为自己没办法减肥瘦下来就眼红要他肥。。他是真的太瘦了!连最新一期的本地杂志也说他是瘦削情人。。两本不一样的杂志都说他很瘦。。

可是我又不是他的谁。。我也没资格说些什么。。不知道能为他做什么。。我只能为他祈祷。。希望他会天天都过得很快乐、身体健健康康、过得没烦恼。。

我怀疑。。我自己猜测的啦。。他好像对他的同门师妹有好感。。如果是真的,我衷心地祝福他!希望他早日找到真心相爱的人!因为被爱是幸福的!我要他幸福。。亲爱的!加油啊!*\(^o^)/*

~ 미셸♥려욱 ~ was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 9:33 PM