I haven't been blogging here for a long time already..

I feel so lazy to blog.. LOL..

Life's preetty much the same for me..

It's a routine..

From wake to work, work to home, home to facebook, facebook to sleep, sleep to wake, wake to work, work to home, home to facebook, facebook to sleep, sleep to wake, wake to work, work to home.. blah blah blah..

Sometimes I wonder if I should change this kinda lifestyle.. However, I'm already quite comfortable in this current routine..

No doubt sometimes I feel very lonely and friendless.. Occasionally I will whine to my mum that nobody sms-es me, nobody calls me, nobody asks me out etc etc..

But if you ask me to change.. I find it really difficult and perhaps scared to make any changes..

I guess I just don't adapt well to changes.. I love to stay in my comfort zone..

I'm living a rather sheltered life actually..

I just let myself get sheltered.. Or rather, I force people to shelter me.. Haha!

Something that probably not a lot of people know but when I'm with my family, I never.. Seriously NEVER ordered my own food.. It's always my parents, elder sister or younger brother who does it for me..

Sometimes my sister would get angry because of this thing but she still orders my food for me..

So you can see.. I'm actually quite pampered and spoilt.. I force people to spoil me.. teehee~

People pamper me but I think I didn't do anything in return.. No contribution.. Tsk tsk.. This is bad.. Extremely mean of me.. lol..

This is something that I think definitely must change.. Must have contribution!! =)

Has been another of those routine months yet again... but with every blogging post its another step closer to ORD :)

Did a special test on my knee this week. Its to ascertain the result of my physiotherapy so far. And i must say the results are quite good! My injured leg is now stronger than my non-injured leg - in terms of muscular strength. Thats a relief and such a shame. If i didnt injured my leg, i could really jump 250 on the SBJ mat, hahaha. Maybe with this result i really could do without the surgery...

I passed FTT! Woo, its down to practical driving! Hopefully i'll be able to finish everything real soon.

Dont know y everytime i blog i feel so emo. Its just so unlike my nature. Sigh.

Lots of stuff happened in camp, the not so nice stuff. Conflicts, misunderstandings... It is shit to think that until now then u really see a person's character. My motivation to booking in used to be able to see everybody in camp. Thats used to. Maybe its really the "Its gonna be ORD y should i care?" kind of attitude. Regardless, i feel that i have not been understood most of the time.. and to make things worse i dont find the need to explain myself most of the time since nobody really cares. Guess i'm stumped.

Maybe i should just forget all these, take 1 step at a time...

Like always, a video for your amusement :)




p.s. Amazing how funny thails can be?