I was reading through this morning's papers, and saw an article in saving the environment. Google has made the attempt to do its part by introducing a new black version of Google called "Blackle". They have done research and discovered that black (dark) pages uses lesser power than bright (light) pages on CRT monitors. Below is an execept from Google:

Some stuff that I copied from my course..

Encouragement is the oxygen of the soul.

The difference between ordinary and extra-ordinary is that little "extra".

Some people dream of success but others wake up and work hard to it.

Sow a thought and reap and action.
Sow an action and reap a habit.
Sow a habit and reap a character.
Sow a character and reap a destiny.

You can't direct wind but you can adjust your sails.

What is good for yesterday is not good enough for today.
What is good for today is not good enough for tomorrow.
What is good for tomorrow is not good enough for the day after.

Progress involves risks. You can't keep your foot on the first base and steal the second base.

I guess some of guys may feel bored during work. So i will share some jokes with everyone :) Enjoy!

Qualifying for Heaven

One day, a teacher, a garbage collector and a lawyer wound up together at the Pearly Gates. St. Peter informed them that in order to get into Heaven, they would each have to answer one question.
St. Peter addressed the teacher and asked, "What was the name of the ship that crashed into an iceberg? They just made a movie about it."
The teacher answered quickly, "That would be the Titanic."
St. Peter let him through the gate. St. Peter turned to the garbage man and decided to make the question a little harder, "How many people died on the ship?"
Fortunately for him, the trash man had just seen the movie and answered, "About 1,500."
"That's right! You may enter."
St. Peter then turned to the lawyer. "Name them."

Asking for a Raise

"I have to have a raise," the man said to his boss. "There are three other
companies after me."
"Is that so?" asked the manager. "What other companies are after you?"
"The electric company, the telephone company, and the gas company."

Know your stuff

A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest apologised "Sorry sister but the flesh is weak." Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

I'm losing my burning passion for my 5 years plan!!

I wanna be MC Queen again!! lol.

Eric.. Please be a dear and update!!

I must 发奋图强！

I want to open my own shop in 5 years time!!

Muahahaha its the start of my holidays! This is something that i should enjoy since Feburary, however i have chose to delay my holidays ... by continuing my internship. Its been a full 10 months ... i have never worked so hard in my life! And now, with just another 1 month plus of time left to NS, its time to slack at home :)

Mich, i am glad that i was able to help you, and i know that you need a more positive outlook on life. Many a times life doesnt go as smoothly as we want them to be ... we get distraught by family, friends, work and maybe love problems. But no matter what happens, every obstacles will make us stronger, and all these are part of growing up. I have also seen you extending a hand of help to your friends, and i know that you have the strength to help yourself as well. We can help each other along the way, in this journey alright? :)

Sometimes, TCM(Traditional Chinese Medicine) doctors really impress me. Well, only the good ones.. They seem to be able to tell EVERYTHING about you the moment they feel your pulse!!

Today I went to see a TCM doctor and he's really good.. I nearly teared at what he told me..

He touched my heart strings.. Ha.. A phrase that I learned from a course I attended yesterday..

He told me something.. Something that I have long forgotten..

My love for literature, music and travelling..

"You love literature?"

Literature -- I would have seized literature if my secondary school offered it but I was only given a choice of either geography or history.

- I've long forgotten how it feels like to finish a novel, the sense of achievement..

"You love music?"

Music -- I've always wanted to learn how to play the piano, not because of Jaejoong's influence. Since I was young, I've always envied people who could play the piano.

- I've long forgotten the joy of being able to read scores.. And being able play the piano even though it's just "Mary had a little lamb".

"You love travelling?"

Travelling -- As you can see my wish list of places that I want to go to on my blog, you would have guessed pretty much.

- I've long forgotten that I love to see the beautiful scenery of other countries because of money constraints and the belief that I won't be able to go overseas.

The tearing part actually came when he told me that because I'm weak and I do not have enough "QI" therefore I've lost my courage, my confidence and positive thoughts..

He was like, "When you have enough QI for your brain, you will have courage, being able to focus, memory, alertness, confidence and positive thoughts.. Do you have any of them?! Now you don't have any confidence and you've even lost your positive thoughts!"

The positive thoughts bit really broke the last straw.. It really made me want to cry it all out..

It's really the case.. I've been thinking of negative thoughts pretty often lately.. Too often..

I've always thought of stuff like --

Even if I die, nobody cares.
Even if I die, it's alright.
If I ever contracted any illness, please don't save me and let me die.
I do not have anyone to turn to.
I do not have friends.
I'm alone.
Nobody likes me.
Nobody cares about me.
Everyone hates me.
I'm a social reject.
I hate myself.
I'm the worst person in the universe.
Even if I died, Jaejoong wouldn't care. (That's pretty uncalled for because Jae doesn't even know me personally.. Poor thing.. He doesn't know anything and he gets dragged into it.. Ha.. Another one of my mad fan-crazy thinking..)
I'm ugly and fat.
People outcast me.

Well........................................ You get the idea..

Why I had the urge to tear it's because.. It's like he saw right through me.. He was able to understand what I was thinking and going through.. Stuff that I did not tell anyone.. Stuff that is really deep down in my heart..

He told me that I should go for my dreams.. I told him that actually I wanted to be a writer.. He was so worked up.. Ha.. He was like "YES!!!! THAT'S RIGHT!! YOU SHOULD BE A WRITER!!"

He told me that I am good in poetry and music.. It's a waste that I did not pursue my dream.. He told me that, yes we should be realistic and that we can't survive without a job but I still can continue to chase my dream.. I should use my spare time to fulfill my dreams.. He asked me to read up.. Brush up my language.. He asked me to read those about philosophies.. He also told me that I'm still young and I shouldn't give up my dreams..

He could even tell that I'm not that imaginative so I can't write books like Harry Potter.. Ha.. That's pretty true..

He told me to write down whatever phrases or words that I form that comes to my head.. It's just for a recording purpose, I can rearrange them or use them the next time.. They will come in handy..

He also told me that I actually had leadership quality and whether I participated in any uniformed groups.. He told me that I would be successful in life.. Ha.. I guess it will only happen when I regain my confidence?

He really motivated and inspired me in a way.. I really like him.. Ha.. He really should be a counsellor..

He may seem to be a mean old doctor who is very fierce and lectures to others, but somehow.. He really attracts me! I really prefer him to some other TCM that I've been to.. It's like he realy knows a lot.. He's very knowledgeable.. By the way, I'm not sadistic.. I do not enjoy being lectured at..

There's plenty of medicine related books in his shelf but something caught my attention -- "Cheat codes for Sony Playstation" HAHA!! So interesting!! (I want to buy either a Nintendo Wii or Sony Playstation 3!! I am saving for it.. Somehow.. LOL..)

Anyway, I've plenty of stuff that I can't eat.. I guess these are temporary till I get better?

Stuff like biscuits, cookies, chocolates, deep-fried, pan-fried, peanuts, cold drinks..

He told me to take green veggies.. Plenty of them.. Cut down on meat..

I'm not to take shell-fish related.. Ha.. Crab.. Prawns.. Scallops.. Byebye.. *cough*for now*cough* =D

I'm not to take any tea.. Be it chinese tea or english tea.. My body can't take it actually.. So byebye to tea forever..

I'm to sleep early.

I'm to eat till 70 - 80% full. If I still feel hungry, I should drink plain water instead. Speaking of plain water reminds me that he actually could tell that recently I keep feeling very thirsty.. Which was very true.. Lately I always went for water refills when I'm in the office..

My hair loss and itchy scalp is due to the fact that I'm so weak inside.. The nutrients aren't reaching most part of my body..

In fact.. I'm losing more than I'm absorbing..

It makes me age faster, get more tired easier, can't focus, short-term memory, lose my courage, lose my confidence, lose my hair, lose my positive thoughts..

Hey!! That reminds me!! No wonder everyone says that I'm my elder sister's ELDER SISTER! The worst was when this lady selling porridge said that I'm my grandmother's daughter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I told the doctor that I love to eat meat when he told me to cut down on meat..

He told me "You are responsible for your own actions. Am I right? You can do whatever you like but you're responsible for them, right?"

So now, I'm going to heed his advice.. Well.. To the best of my ability.. Ha..

Anyway, I'm going back to see him again next saturday! He's expensive but if it cures me, why bother about the price right? Health is more important than money right? I can always spend lesser on DBSK so that I can get myself into a better shape right? I can spend lesser now on DBSK, cure myself of any sickness, then I would be able to spend MORE on them when I get better right?

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Eric.. Really.. I'm really grateful.. I know that actually I'm not alone.. I still have you.. You are always there.. Always there for me.. Always there to listen to my troubles and forever trying your very best to convince me to stop my negative thoughts.. I'm really very touched and grateful.. However, because I'm not someone who's really capable of showing my feelings or telling people directly how I feel, I may have caused you feel that you aren't important but that is not the case.. You're really important to me.. Very very important to me.. Hope that we will last for years to come.. I can't afford to lose such a dear friend like you!! You are more than just a counsellor or someone that I turn to when I'm in need.. You're my bestie, darling, sweetie, dearie, honey, sweetheart, sugar.. Well.. you get the point.. =D

I will start to think positively from now on.. I can't promise but I'll try my best~!

PS: Please post something on our blog.. pretty please? It's like everyone gets bored with my rantings.. It's becoming my personal blog instead! LOL.

I'm nobody's friend.

Just imagine!!

If I was in the same school as Jaejoong!!

If he was my friend!! OMG~~!!

If he sat behind me!! OH MY!!~~

If he was my classmate!! *faints*

If I had his MSN!! *DIES IN HAPPINESS*

Found these photos!! How envious~!!

I do not understand the words but pictures speak a thousand words.. =D

Cutie pie's backview!!



Cutie pie in deep thoughts!!



Cutie pie, what are you doing?!!



Cutie pie's cute smile!!



Cutie pie being attentive in class!!



Source - http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-BwRlpTM9fqeQ01Nuz1jjgGTY

And I've joined this "Jaejoong Project"! I'm number 105 already!! Join quickly!!

http://www.tvxqproject.com/forum




Wish you were here!! I must find a photo before the deadline!! =D

I can use a camera phone if it is 3 mega pixels or more. Well what do you know! My phone is 3.2 mega pixels!! Time to hunt for a nice place!! Wish you were here honey!!

Tomorrow is a Friday!!

Yay!! I love Saturdays!!

PS: Friday the 13th does not affect chinese lah dey!! Don't be superstitious ley!! LOL!! =X







Someone teach me how to do overseas transactions please!

can someone help me? i tried to dl something off youtube.. then now it's stuck at my desktop..

unable to delete or move it..

if i cant get rid of it i'll have to format my comp again.. i just formated it!

i tried to overwrite the file to get rid of it.. but.. 2 files appeared instead!! when i tried to delete both of the files.. only 1 is able to be deleted.. the file is stuck there again..

even when i restarted the comp, it's still there.. same error message..

help!! how should i solve this problem??

mine not laminated like NP hor. just a piece of paper.

NP Cert

Mich as promised i will put my cert here. Lets do a showdown and compare the cert from the 2 different polys. Anyone from the other Polys (TP, RP, SP) are welcomed to send me their cert so we can compare :)



(sorrie for the glare, its laminated)

I hope this serves as a motivation for the people who are still schooling. Mr Chia (From NP IT) and Miss Ong (From NP Real Estate), kanbatte! Mr Chia can relax abit, white hair all coming out liao. It is always better to go in the exam hall calmly than in a state of panic. You are always amply prepared but lack confidence. 加油！

And to Miss Teo MY that just went overseas, going to come back to pwn me with a degree liao arh? Just kidding, take care :)