To: Whoever it may concern

I'm sincerely sorry for any broken promises that I have made.

I'm sincerely sorry for being anti-social.

I'm sincerely sorry for being stingy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being money-faced.

I'm sincerely sorry for not being outgoing.

I'm sincerely sorry for being selfish.

I'm sincerely sorry for being wilful.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a blockhead.

I'm sincerely sorry for not being able to understand others.

I'm sincerely sorry for not being able to get hidden messages.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a bitch.

I'm sincerely sorry for being ignorant.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a lousy friend.

I'm sincerely sorry for not inviting people to my house.

I'm sincerely sorry for not being nice.

I'm sincerely sorry for not wanting to lend my prized possessions to anyone.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a coward.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a television freak.

I'm sincerely sorry for being overbearing.

I'm sincerely sorry for being short tempered.

I'm sincerely sorry for being princessy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being pampered.

I'm sincerely sorry for being childish.

I'm sincerely sorry for being hurtful.

I'm sincerely sorry for being evil.

I'm sincerely sorry for being sarcastic.

I'm sincerely sorry for being crazy about idols.

I'm sincerely sorry for being dreamy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being domineering.

I'm sincerely sorry for being bossy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a tyrannical person.

I'm sincerely sorry for not admitting my faults.

I'm sincerely sorry for being lazy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being such a spendthrift.

I'm sincerely sorry for talking without thinking about other people's feelings.

I'm sincerely sorry for being such a self-centred bitch.

I'm sincerely sorry for being tactless.

I'm sincerely sorry for being thoughtless.

I'm sincerely sorry for being pessimistic.

I'm sincerely sorry for being useless.

I'm sincerely sorry for being imperfect.

I'm sincerely sorry for being immature.

I'm sincerely sorry for being vulgar.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a tomboy.

I'm sincerely sorry for being a wretch.

I'm sincerely sorry for being despicable.

I'm sincerely sorry for being petty.

I'm sincerely sorry for wallowing in self-pity.

I'm sincerely sorry for always pulling a long face.

I'm sincerely sorry for wanting to stay home all day.

I'm sincerely sorry for everything that I have done to anyone which led them to have bad memories or scars.

I hereby seriously, sincerely and wholeheartedly apologise to whoever I may have unknowingly hurt throughout my twenty years of life.

I'm truly sorry for all that I've done.

I seek for your understanding and forgiveness.

If you do not want to, I can understand why.

It's alright.

I must have hurt you too much, so much that nothing can be done to atone for my sins.

I'm very apologetic about it.

Finally manage to again squeeze out some time to blog something ... This week's weekload finally has gone down by a degree. 2 issues to address this time.

Our much waited, important and deciding factor in the life-and-death fight for the place in University has finally been released recently. Yes i am talking about our final results + graduating GPA. After all the anticipation and fanfare (from my mum only actually), i have managed to get a good score, though slightly disappointed that i did not get a better A or even a distinction despite my overwhelming effort in my IAP. This places me in a good position to wrestle with the other clever dudes from all over the different polys. However, all this is not possible without some people, as they have been instrumental in my pursue of the Distinction. If you guys are reading this, thanks to Joseph, who has place great faith in me, for trusting me to lead and manage the project. Despite the blunders that i make, he still believes and remains steadfast to this project. I hope that LE will grow and expand the next time i drop by haha... Next is Hengky, my loyal analyst which do all the nitty gritty things that is necessary in order for this project to launch. He has been extremely helpful, taking in orders and helping me to the best of his ability and knowledge on alot of subjects. Though we do not always agree on certain issues, he certainly has taught me to keep and consider all options when making a decision. Hopefully in the near future, i will see you working for 1 of the BIG FOUR as an IT auditor, 加油！. And finally my friends Chong Yao, Seng Wai who has been organizing movies/kbox/chit-chat/chio-bu viewing(oops) sessions to keep me energized and recharged. I probably would not have walked this far without you guys.

This sounds like a farewell speech, but then again time flies so fast, it is time to look forward to the next stage of a guy's life in Singapore. The stage where we turn into men.

Secondly, the recruitment drive so far has not been very successful, due to various reasons. I have tried posting at the forums, asking friends and even emailing the respective polys. I do get some questions here and there, but then nobody is really interested and we have yet to finalize on a suitable candidate. As such, we will be advertising on the Straits Times Classified tomorrow, 26th April, hoping to reach out to a larger pool of people. Do help me to spread the word around. Please scroll down to view the details or contact me for an in-depth discussion. :)

Michael Learns To Rock
That's Why (you Go Away)
Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know......




好眼淚壞眼淚 - 徐若瑄

我曾 認真 深愛著一個人
他給我幸福 的可能
我等 我問 未來何時發生
他只是給我一個吻

快樂 我哭 是因為你的手
曾答應帶我向前走
難過 我哭 是因為我的手
找不到你說的 以後
好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只不過 在你不再愛我了以後
剩壞的眼淚慢慢流

快樂 我哭 是因為我付出
得到你溫柔的答覆
難過 我哭 是因為我認輸
你的心永遠留不住

好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流

好眼淚 壞眼淚 我都曾為你流
感動和悲傷都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之後
有好的眼淚慢慢流

有好的笑容陪著我




02.靜靜的
作詞：林唯　作曲：梁介洋　編曲：陳飛午　演唱：庾澄慶

空氣裡躲著什麼
有點浪漫的心動
我偷偷看你　你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什麼
好像變得很不同
站在你身邊　這一切都好寬闊

我還在等著你　靜靜的愛我
只要有你陪我　靜靜的就足夠
你也在等著我　靜靜的溫柔
就這樣手牽手　靜靜的看著天空

心裡面藏著什麼
你只想要讓我懂
原來我的夢　也就是你的夢
紙條上寫了什麼
我好想要聽你說
讓字字句句　充滿我們的笑容

永遠要記得那天彼此許下的承諾
瞬間點亮的火花　是最簡單的夢

靜靜的手牽手　是最簡單的夢

Job Opening !!!

I am sure this post will turn some heads and attract some attention, but before everyone starts flooding my phone or email or tagboard or anything else, this is a full time position ...

Some of you guys may have noticed that i have posted in the popular local forums. Apparently, it wasnt effective enough. I am currently searching and recruiting a Operations/Logistics Analyst for my company. The details are as follows:

___________________________________________________________________

Position: Operations Analyst (Full Time)

We are an established company, located in town within 2 mins walk from Lavender MRT station. We deal in industrial and marine supplies and have been serving our corporate customers for more than 50 years. We are looking to expand our operations and in order to boost our corporate operations backbone, we are looking for a young, full of drive, logistics and operations analyst with a positive attitude.

Duties/Job Scope:
60% (Operations)
1) Customer service, sales support & taking calls
2) Filing, administrative work
3) Understanding & improving business processes

40% (IT)
1) IT support & general troubleshooting
2) Preparation of analysis data
3) Any IT work with regards to sales, online orders etc

Requirements:
Ø Fresh graduate with diploma in business/IT related disciplines
Ø No work experience required
Ø Meticulous and accurate in data management with good analytical skills
Ø Singaporean/PR females with prior sales/IT experience will be advantageous
Applicants are expected to go through a structured training phase before becoming full fledged.

Interested parties please send your resumes to: joe19@pacific.net.sg or call Joe at 96954220
___________________________________________________________________

Interested parties or parties who meet the above requirements are welcomed to contact me directly. This person will cover 70-80% of my work when i leave for NS. Do help me spread the news around !!! Thank you.

Not sure if everyone felt it or anything.

Yesterday when I was busy trying to edit the blog codes.. I can't remember the time.. Around morning.. 11.50am.. I felt myself shaking violently.. I was sitting on those kind of filmsy plastic chair. It was as if I was going to faint! My monitor was shaking too.. I thought.. Perhaps I was typing so violently that the whole computer table shook.

So I took my hands off the computer table, I looked at the monitor.. It was still shaking.. Even my fan is shaking.

I was like.. Oh god~ I'm fainting!! This must be it!! Please pardon my naivety 'cause I've never ever fainted in my whole life.

Then it stopped.

Ha.. I was MSN-ing with Jo and she suddenly said that there were earthquake symptoms.. I was like YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So.. I wasn't fainting. LOL.

I realised that.. Singaporeans just don't know how lucky they are.. Protected from all the natural disasters etc..

This is my very first encounter with earthquake symptoms.. After.. 20 years living in Singapore.. o_O

Then when I watched the news.. Then I knew that it was the Indonesian Earthquake..

I hope everything will be okay..

*prays*

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omg. it has been a long time since i had such a long chat on the phone. lol.

jonathan, a boy from the next next next class from my sec sch.. called me.. saying one of my fren going to NS soon.. so force me to meet them this sat.

rofl. he made me laugh like mad.. funny sia!

anyway i feel so nervous meeting them. afterall.. we havent met for nearly 4 years and i fattened up and my face is in a terrible state and i dun wanna embarrass myself!!

HOW to shed a lot of weight in just 1 week?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

humans are really weird.. must go through so many turns then they will realised that the person who they like is actually just beside them.. just that they didn't notice..

人真是奇怪。。要经过这么多兜兜转转才会发现自己其实喜欢的人一直在身边。。只是自己没发现罢了。。