bloody hell. i typed a lot of things in the blogger app and they disappeared without publishing the post. ZZZ!
let me try to recall what I typed.
Firstly, congratulations to eric for scoring the As!! Good job!! keep up the good work!! :D
it's a lonely new year, i'm the only one home. everyone go "happy" but i know i'm not alone. i sent this message in an app "
lonely 2012" and i received 2 replies of "
me too" from Japan and Korea. so i know i'm not alone.
let me
you yang xue yang and round up what happened in 2011:
2011 was a year filled with
regrets.
been too impulsive and i left my safe and secure job of 3 years and 11 months and joined another company, only to resign in less than 3 months because i couldnt adapt and now currently i'm still unemployed.
jiak liao bi in other ppl's eyes.
i was promised a job but i dunno if it's still reserved for me cause i didnt hear from them yet. they told me that they will call me but i didnt get the call yet. i guess i was not so proactive in hounding them whether i'm confirmed getting this job so i guess they think that i'm not interested as well?
but seriously, i also dunno if i want this job too. i know it's good to learn something new but i guess i'm really a coward.
and i feel that i'm becoming more withdrawn, leading a reclusive life, sometimes i even suspect if i have depression.
i feel increasingly lonely, friendless etc. nobody looked for me and i looked for nobody.
but then. if i jio ppl out, i also dunno what to say. but then again, if dun take initiative, would anyone want to take initiative to contact me? i guess it's not about always taking.
plus i feel that my temper has become worse. agitated and pissed off easily. should go to the mountains and bi guan xiu xing. hahahaha!
i just hope that 2012 will be a better year for me. oh ya, isnt the world gonna end in 2012?
please end only after super junior super show 4 in singapore. hahahaha!
last of all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
GOOD THE NIGHT!!
BTW! do you remember a music teacher from pri school? miss low? i dun remember her name! she never taught me la but i was staking the reputation of my memory with my brother that her name was mary but of course, my brother wasnt interested in this bo liao subject. lol. i even checked his report book for her name but it was only initials!!!!!!!!! i think for the entire night sia!! couldnt sleep, just kept on thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking. the next morning it suddenly came to me that her name was mary.
so.............................. was it mary? hahahaha
