Wednesday, August 26, 2009


Updatesss


Finally a break from all the sch work and stuff... Sch has been hectic although its only the third week. I've never been so hardworking before. Mugging and doing work almost everyday after school. Me turning into a real geek is the last thing i hope that will happen. And i still thought of joining some clubs to expand my circle of frens... i doubt i have the extra time for that.

Plenty of my classes require me to participate actively. I dont know the reason, it could be due to the fact that i havent been outspoken for a while... didnt get to practice my public speaking skills and it just got rusty. Lol. Suddenly i feel so shy speaking in front of a class. I kept looking at the floor... but no gold leh! Where did all the confidence gone to? What happened to all the jokes that i like to crack and call it my style? I need to get back into form again. Must be Ai Zai!

I have also kick started projects outside with my friends... due to the sensitive business nature i got to keep mum for awhile until it takes off. It all sounds so exciting when everybody tries to put their brains, ideas and expertise into something and make it come true... and most importantly how it'll unfold. Dream big :)

Which reminds me of an old quote i like to use in Poly.

I am the man that makes the impossible... possible!

Infrit was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 12:02 AM

Saturday, August 15, 2009


#137


Today was like.. Walking and walking and walking.. just forest and forest and forest.. damn difficult to go up slope and down slope.. actually i was a bit scared that i would trip and fall but luckily~ nothing happened.. haha..

Heng I no need to be in the army.. else i dun think i can survive.. seriously.. all those creepy crawlies alone would freak me out like crazy.. lol..

steady bo? next time really walk to bukit timah / bukit batok leh.. i'm serious!! lol~

ar bo.. one end of the hort park to the other.. LOL..











I'm still not okay..

But I'll get over it..

I'll change..

I'll love myself more..

I'll have more courage..

I promise..

Anonymous was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 7:55 PM

Tuesday, August 04, 2009



I can't help it but I need to build stronger walls.. My fort is crumbling.. I need somewhere to hide and feel safe..

I guess.. It's really time for me to hide my feelings.. Learn how to be considerate to others.. No matter how bad I feel.. how sad I feel.. Even if I'm suffering.. I must not let it show..

Michelle, time to grow up. Stop acting like a spoilt brat.

PS: I'm not emo-ing!! I think? lol..

Anonymous was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 5:19 AM