为什么我还要这么不要脸？人家都不重视我，我还赖着不走。
不要哭，为了这点小事就哭，太没用了！
Whether I online or not, nobody notices.
Some times I really wonder, whether I seek for my soulmate because I just want someone to accompany me, listen to my complaints.. Just because I'm lonely. I do not really need a soulmate.
I don't have any friends to talk on the phone. Since young, I always thought that when I advanced to secondary school, I would have more phone calls but I guess I was wrong.
I never talked to anyone on the phone. Except my parents.
I seriously need someone to talk to on the phone.
I need that someone.
I can't always online because of my shift hours, having to quarrel over the usage of the computer everytime I attempt to use it. Even if I online, who can I tell it to? I can't show it.
I can't always let Meiyi's ears suffer during lunch.
Since I don't have anyone to talk to on the phone, I would always rant to my parents about my [..]ing life.
I feel so upset that I wanted to cry. But it's so silly to cry over that.
I can't tell anyone. I must keep it all in. Act like nothing has happened.
Next time I will think before I shoot my mouth off.
I'll just keep quiet. I shan't say anything anymore.
我是一个深宫怨妇，所以我不可以再连累人了。。
