Sunday, April 27, 2008


Demoralized ...


Another 2 weeks have passed. How time flies. Its halfway through my course, cant wait for my trainee days to be over. Life has its ups and downs, and for me currently i think i'm having my downs. Perhaps it was due to my lack of effort, i admit that, or perhaps i was doing the wrong things at the wrong time. Being named to the nightmare team of the course is like ... er ... putting me at the back of a class. To think Eric would be at the bottom of the class eh? Throw your COM and all other commendations away lar Eric, thats all bull**** ...

I find it difficult even to convince myself that i am much better in standard. I dont think i have ever faced this type of a challenge in the civillian world. This is a good time to reflect on the stuff i have done until now. Demoralized is the word i would used to describe myself now. I need to be able to give myself a rare, once in a blue moon motivational dose. Only time will prove or break myself.

NS aside, there is a car drifting competition this weekend. So sad i cant make it ... have sacrificed quite a bit of stuff for NS. Went last weekend to watch forbidden kingdom. Its a nice movie, you guys shouldnt miss the clash of the 2 action superstars.

Nowadays stuffs are getting expensive huh. Actually not only things, services as well. Early in the morning, i just walked in to the nearest salon near my house to trim my hair. Well i know i should have gone to the barber, but its quite far from my house. So thinking it was about the same price, i went to the salon. Furthermore i wasnt going for a fanciful cut, it was just a trim, or more specifically shaving some of my hair.

The lady greeted me upon my entry, looking rather surprised that my hair is already this short. So up the chair i went and she began her work. She is quite a nice lady, probably in her early 30s. Somehow i can feel that she is trying to engage me to talk throughout the haircut, like trying to know me as a personal friend. It could be due to my lack of female contact in NS lar, now having desperate hallucination. But anyway in 5 mins my haircut was done. I was quite pleased, since she took her time to scrutinize my hair. I asked for the price and i thought i heard wrongly when she said $14 bucks.

Lets do a comparison. If i had gone to my regular barber it would be $8. So i actually fork out an additional $6 dollars for my crew cut. Kinda regret being lazy lar, i could walk for 10 mins to save the $6 bucks. I gave her a nice smile, pay and walk out of the salon for the last time. Moral of the story: Be wary of sweet talking, pretty females.


Before i leave, a nice and funny video for your pleasure. Some of u guys might have watch it before, some food for thought.



Infrit was treasuring e memories wif euu @ 1:53 PM