HIM #4

these few days i'll be talking about a certain HIM...... =)

today was like the best-est day ever!!!!!!!

i saw him going to the pantry.. and i thought i saw his eyes searching the area where i was seated.. i was walking around, not at my seat..

i think i must have gone nuts.. i followed him to the pantry..

erm....... well........ i had something to throw as well.. it's a friday and nobody would clear the dustbin under my table until monday so if i threw some food wrappers it would really be nasty.. oh well.. you get the point.. haha!

i went in, threw something.. he saw me.. and he looked at me and i looked back.. we exchanged "hi!" then we continued looking at each other.. the atmosphere was damn funny!!

then i walked stiffly to the basin beside him.. there were two basins in the pantry.. and began to wash my hands.. he was washing his bottle and filling it.. he was staring at me and i was staring back.. i think he knew........

my eyes were betraying me.. they were saying that "i want to talk to you but i dont know what to say..........." i think my expression was very expectant too.. wah lao eh.. cant stand myself..

then finally we started to chat.. i asked him if he stayed till very late yesterday.. and what time he usually go home.. then as we were talking ppl kept walking in.. then we walked and walked out..

i asked him again about the previous time he said he's local.. he must have guessed that i wanted to know his name..

he asked me for my name.. and i asked him for his..

i wanted to shake his hands.. well.. manners what! don't you shake ppl's hands while introducing yourself?

he was so cute.. "erm.. my hands are wet.."

"so are mine!"

then we laughed and shook each others' hands.. (my sis say i very old fashion still must shake hands.. well.. it's manners!!")

then we walked out.. then we chatted.. he asked me what i am doing.. i was so nervous i pretty much forgot what my job scope was like.. HAHAHA!! so stupid..

then we came to an awkward pause again.. then he said he'll catch up with me later..

and i got back to my seat fangirl-ing again.. haha!

ya ya ya.. everyone saw us talking.. then asked if i had dated him out for lunch..

but i was so happy that i got to know his name already..

they kept asking me what was his name but i wanted to keep it as a secret.. haha!

after that.. no more encounter with him..

after lunch.. i was doing scanning as usual.. then i heard a voice "hey.. what are you doing?"

i got a shock.. i thought it was one of my colleagues who always teased me.. i actually wanted to turn and joke.. but i saw that it was him.. i was dumbfounded.. I gave him one word reply.. "erm.. scanning.."

i guess perhaps he was sort of disappointed with my reply? he said.. "uh.. okay.." then he walked away.. he didnt know that he left behind a girl who wanted to ask him.. have you taken your lunch blah blah blah.. haha!!

then i got so nervous.. i was thinking.. "crap!! did he misunderstand that i didn't want to talk to him?!" my mind was in a whirl.. i panicked..

i saw him walk out with his laptop.. i thought.. "this is it.. i'll never get to explain myself.."

as there was no documents needed to be scanned i was not in the area anymore..

at last there were some docs but he didnt come back..

but suddenly as i was doing scanning, he walked in.. we saw each other and said hi.. and that was it..........!!

i just wanted to kick myself for being so "courageous".. lol..

i thought i'll never get to talk to him again for the entire day..

BUT!!

a contractor came in and asked me who is this person, a colleague of mine..

i showed the contractor the way and omggg.. there he was walking out from his seat to the pantry and when he saw me.. he smiled at me.. i tell you i was so gonna faint from all his smiles.. LOL..

then i quickly left my colleague and walk up quickly and closer to him.. i asked if his working area was very cold as all of them wearing jackets..

he said "ya it's very cold.. how about yours?"

i said "quite alright.." then he walked away..

at least he knows that i want to talk to him right? haha!

then again when he walked back.. he called me from behind again.. lol..

asked me about my job scope.. if it's easy.. his very difficult.. then i told him it's rather mundane.. his is programming so more tough.. i took programming before so i know.. he told me it's a waste to study but not go into the line.. but i just told him honestly that i already forgotten how to program and i copied my friend's work in school.. he asked me i was from which school.. then i told him i stayed near to my school.. then he told me where he stayed.. he had to take a bus to mrt then change line again.. etc..

then.. awkward silence again!! he told me he'll talk to me later..

when i turned.. i saw that nobody was looking at our direction so i thought nobody knew.. but i was wrong.. how can anyone not see.. i was seated at the entrance and we were chatting at the entrance.. haha!

well.. i got teased.. they said no wonder i was all smiles the entire day.. oh well.. never mind.. haaaa.. =)

yes i admit i was oh-so-smitten with him just at the very first sight of him.. a few weeks ago.. mayb about a month plus already.. but...... just let nature take its course..

he smiled at me first okay.... i was so shocked.. i remember exclaiming "omg.. i nv expected him to smile at me..." [insert blushing like crazy..] to my colleagues..

no harm getting to know someone new.. no harm making a new friend.. =)

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