HIM #7

yesterday i didnt have any chance to talk to him at all..

he saw me then he smiled but suddenly he turned and walked away!

then i never got to see him anymore for the whole day..



today.....

i was waiting....... and waiting and waiting.....

finally he came.. the door was wide open.. then i saw him!!

he was wearing specs today..

i gave him a surprised look and put my hand to my specs and asked.. "you wear specs?"

actually i knew he wore specs.. =P

he smiled and said "ya.." suddenly i thought it might be rude.. perhaps he thought that i was making fun of him wearing specs..

so i quickly said "you look rather cute in it.."

he said "thanks." then he walked to his seat..

that was the one and only time we had any interaction..

after that.. he didnt talk to me at all..

and i really thought that he was very cute in specs.. i told him something that should have only been kept in my heart.. ooopssss.. hehe..

then when i walked to his area to retrieve something.. he looked at me.. but he didnt smile.. then he looked away.. *ouch*

so when i walked out of the area back to my seat, i didnt look at him.. i was sorta feeling i dunno.. a sense of rejection? =\

just didnt want to be "rejected" again..

i guess there's a deadline or something.. they were having like major discussions etc..

i've come to some conclusions..

A) He's too busy to talk..
B) He has lost interest..
C) I should just stop looking at him from now on..
D) I should start treating him just as another regular hi and bye friend..
E) All of the above..

i choose E..

but crappy.. i think i've fallen into his trap..

i'm too easily smitten.. =(

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