HIM #11

Today I saw him.. I forced myself not to look at him.. But failed miserably..

I saw him go towards the direction of the pantry..

Ya.. I went too!! But I didn't get to meet him.. He was in the toilet I guess..

I went into the toilet and started scolding myself for my ridiculous actions.. Attempting to make "coincidences", sending myself to his doorstep..

Then when I came out.. As luck would have it, he was walking out from the pantry.. almost can't see me because of the wall blocking the passageway to the toilet... He actually turned his head and stopped to look at me.. WOW..

Then he asked me "Would you like to join me for lunch? What time is your lunch?"

I told him "1pm.. But what time is yours?"

He said "alright, then 1pm we meet at the entrance?"

ya definitely i said yes..

then i asked him what time did he stay back till.. what about today.. the air-con would be turned off at 8pm right.. it would be very stuffy.. do you want to borrow my fan, i have a fan on my table..

then he told me he would be going to the other tower.. then i said.. oh.. okay..

then we parted ways..

after that we didnt have any chance to talk to each other except for a brief smile when he walked past me..

then it was 1pm.. my heart was already thumping like crazy when it was 1245pm..

then when it was 1pm.. i went to my seat.. i saw him looking at my direction.. i looked back and he was waving at me.. i waved back and we both pointed at the direction of the door..

we went out.. then i asked him where he want to go and eat.. he said he want to go to the market.. then i said okay.. i told him usually i will bring umbrella to shield the sun but never mind it today.. i told him later he will know why..

he asked me how long i have been eating alone.. i told him for about a year after my colleague quit..

he said he quite like to lunch alone too.. then i was like "me too! i can always wander around after i finish my lunch.." i told him my usual hangout after lunch.. the children's section in some bookstore because the air con was stronger and not much ppl will go in.. haha!

then he told me about his job environment.. poor thing.. the people are really harsh.. with worse attitude than mine! =\

he's very nice.. he told me he will find a seat and asked me to go queue for my food first.. haha!

then we started to talk.. then i realised.. omg.. we actually had a lot in common..

well.. according to him..

he does not have plenty of friends that he adds on msn.. lol.. he only has around 10 friends..

he loves history a lot..

he loves literature a lot..

he likes going to museums..

he does not have many friends..

he does not like the sun..

he stays home a lot..

whenever he goes out with his friends, he would be the one listening.. no topic to talk..

he also question himself if he really is so anti social..

he dont like having to pretend to be someone else.. he dont like to socialise.. cuz he thinks it's very fake..

he prefers going vegan.. so he feels that he's bringing pressure/trouble to his frenz whenever they go out to eat.. that's like omg.. i know this feeling! lol..

he actually wanted to try dragonboating.. =\

thank god he has to give tuition so he cant go.. i cant believe me embarrassing myself in front of him..

i noticed that he has a habit of biting his nails.. lol.. am i like turning super stalkerish? LOL..

he does not have fb.. (who knows really or not?)

he's applying for PR in another country so i guess it's really pointless.. just make another anti social friend would be good enough..

he told me that he is saving a lot of money.. he even supported himself thru uni.. he doesnt take allowances from his parents.. wah........

he actually went backpacking alone last year.. he said it was a great experience..

he told me to learn to be independent.. if i always wanted company to do something.. then.. if i cant find company i wont go.. so even if 10 years past, i still cant find company then i will nv do it..

when you do it.. though alone, you gain something.. but if you keep waiting.. you lose out.. it's very difficult to take the first step to independence, it's hard at first but after that you will feel better..

that was his advice..

he washes his own laundry.. then he would cook some stuff for himself.. he likes being independent.. =\

he never waste food eh.. i kinda felt bad.. he would eat his food without complain cuz he said it's disrespectful to complain and not eat blah blah..

omg.. that's what i've been doing everyday.. haha!!

he asked me if i want to go to the museum this sat.. cuz i told him i want to go but i cant find company.. *cue in the independence talk*

then i said i thought you have to give tuition.. he said it's in the morning.. we can go in the afternoon.. then i said ok..

then he asked.. do you want to like exchange numbers?

i gave him my number.. then he was like.. this is a real number right? not a fake one? looks quite fake..

i challenged him to call me.. but he stored the wrong number! *&!@(!@&*!@()

in the end i told him, i'll call you!

hahahahaha!! first time i exchange number with someone like that.. lol..

he asked me for my surname and asked if it's okay.. cuz some ppl dun like to reveal their surname but he likes to save with surnames.. wth.. this is like so me.. i also like to save ppl's name with their surnames in my hp!! HOLY SHIT.. i didnt tell anyone before but when he said that i was like.. "ME TOO!"

i asked him for his chinese name.. sorry i forgot what is his chinese name liao.. rofl..

oh ya he paints everything.. now he's painting photos that he took in vietnam.. nice..

i cant remember we talked about what..

but i think he was saying about this book describing the landscape, scenery.. like so nice.. he said he believe it's real cuz he has seen it abroad..

then i dun remember talking about what but then we had this common thing.. that is we want to escape to a countryside.. where there's beautiful scenery and away from this bustling city.. *cue in me too me too*

wth........... this is so crazy.. i'm like looking at myself but not entirely myself cuz i lack his courage to do things.. i'm afraid..

oh.. he talked about not eating fried food.. he doesnt like it..

he likes to eat chili a lot..

he treated me to a drink.. though i said i wanted to pay for it.. he said it's free.. on him.. lol..

then we were talking about some stuff.. then omg.. i was drinking and i choked upon hearing it.. my drink in my mouth nearly fly out.. so paiseh.. lol.. aiyah whatever!! i gotta think that he is just a friend!! so i'm not afraid to lose face in front of him.. haha!!

now.........................

playing the waiting game.. i gotta wait for him to sms me first!! i dun want first step!! lol..

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