Today is one of my primary school best friend's birthday.. My best friend and my first "official" crush(Lol).. Perhaps he has already forgotten about me..
One fine day, we were told there was an overseas transfer student that will be joining our class. Seriously, he was the hottest guy in class! Loads of girls swoon over him.. Always asking him who he likes etc.. Last time primary school still got ranking sia..
Ahem! He rank number 1 on my list of course.. From the moment I set my eyes on him.. Pri 4 to Pri 6 I think.. Or was it Pri 3? I can't remember when he transferred in already! It's been more than 10 long years! And there was no number 2 or 3 after him okay.. =)
I don't know if he still remember this but he told me that I rank number 2 on his list.. ROFL! When I heard it I was like super happy, like floating already but still must act disgusted in front of my girl friends to save face.. So stupid!! So childish!! =(
Number 1 is this super chio bu that even I also secretly admire for her beauty.. LOL!! Thinking of those childish days now is putting a smile on my face.. Haha!
We used to write to each other.. Send each other cards.. Even though now he's on my fb, we have never talked to each other.. I guess cultural differences and no topics to talk could be why we have drifted apart..
After he returned to his country, we sent each other cards still.. Until I can't remember when.. All of these just stopped..
I wish time could turn back to my primary school days.. I would have cherished this friendship more and made more efforts to continue it..
And of course I will not try to save face and act disgusted anymore! I will definitely confess that I liked him too.. Hehe! =)
Dearest "Kangaroo"............
Do you still remember me? I still remember you..
Love,
"Monkey"
I'm okay.. I'm alright.. Just suddenly feeling a little emo today.. The feeling of a lost friendship.. =(
Ah.. This must be what will happen when you get old and start to reminisce about the past.