Sunday, October 23, 2011



I always like to say stuff like "I want to die!" "I don't wanna live!" "活着很辛苦!" "Faster die better!"

But how to die when I love to drink birds nest, lingzhi cracked spore or whatever its English term is.. 灵芝孢子粉 is the Chinese name. Lol. And other various Chinese 补品 that I find so very delicious. Hahaha!

Actually... I can't die and refuse to die yet! I have yet to watch SS4, touch wookie's hand -- I started liking kyu a lot more after ss3 cuz I managed to grab his hand and we had eye contact. I can still remember clearly the question mark in his eyes when I didn't madly grab his hand the second time he walked past shaking hands. I was busy trying to see if wookie was gonna walk over. Haha! I shouldn't have done that.. I would have another chance to touch kyu again. I think the way I held his hand like �他的手 part sorta gave him a deep impression? Haha! But! It was unintentional!! I just wanted a firmer hold as I was jostled back by other younger girls in front and was losing balance and hold on him too.. Haha.. Old already is often weaker.

Till now when I recall this memory, I still find it rather amusing and sweet. Heh..

Of course, I must stay alive to watch all the SS and my baby going to enlistment and how he will go in the entertainment industry.

And of course, I have yet to find my handsome prince charming so all those talk of dying is just rubbish, bullshit, nonsense blah blah. Haha!

And so weird. I saw one of SJ's A-CHA perf on inki and the moment I saw kyu, Edward Cullen popped into my head.

I don't know why. I guess cause he's very fair? Lately, I find him more and more attractive. Haha!

Wookie is still my number 1 though. Haha!


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