Oh wow! It shows how I have not been using the Blogger on a computer! The entire format has changed so drastically that I am at a loss of how to use it. LOL.
Oh well. Life is full of changes, I guess? Just have to adapt to it.
Anyway, just some updates.
Lately there are so many people who fell prey to the flu bug. Even my sister also fell sick like a few times within a month. So I wanted to test how much my body can take before it fell sick. Ya, I used to eat a lot of tonics myself. Stuff like the dong cong cao capsules, some small bottles bird nest that I bought during clearance sales, chicken essence and this other essence that is not chicken but I'm not sure what it is. It's just very tasty, better than chicken essence. Anyway, I stopped consuming them for a long time already after they ran out plus no money to get new ones. So I thought "hey! very long didnt take any tonics related, should be weak liao huh?" but guess what.. i didnt fell ill at all! my sis said she just ate a piece of this biscuit and she got bad sore throat and cough. so..... i ate 5 packs!! each packet inside got 3 pieces, so i ate 15 pieces... look at me!! still surviving!!! ppl always thought she v strong.. but they are wrong!! it's me!! very wu liao right.. to conduct such experiments.. hahaha.. aiyah.. bored ppl have nothing better to do..
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and some other thing that you have already known. Ya, i tried to "da shan" aka pick someone up on FB.. its the first time i did something like this ok.. i dont do this.. i'm rather anti social and loner.. but i guess i'm experiencing quarter life crisis.. argh.. nvm about me..
so yes, i asked this guy if i could get to know him and he said yes. and i asked him some qns and he just replied to whatever i asked! so i asked a few more qns and.......................................................... guess what??????????????
he disappeared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he didnt reply anymore.......... i know maybe it's too early to give up now.. but.. i got no confidence.. and i guess i'm just gonna let it be le.. if he doesnt reply anymore then forget it le..
but at least i tried.. i did try to take a step out of my fortress.. for that i'm still a little pleased with myself.. though futile.. but at least i tried..
i considered for like 2 or 3 days before i mustered up my courage to send him that msg.. oh well..
sometimes life is like this.. if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. if not, no point trying to force it.
不过,还是很希望有一天。。有人会看见/发现我的好，虽然我也不知道我自己有什么好。。哈哈！！老了，终于觉得佷寂寞了，尤其是看见周围的人统统都在讨论几时要结婚、买房子。。就只剩下我一个孤独老人。。想到就害怕。。
