Wow! It has been so long since I last viewed or posted anything!

I had been so lazy to do anything. Haha.

Let's see..................

2012 was so far alright for me.. Went to Taiwan and Bangkok for the very first time! Found a job after a break of 3 months.. At first I wanted to give up but I'm still holding on now.. Hopefully it will last..

2013 is beginning quite badly.. Been suffering from bouts of depression now and then.. feeling so stressed up.. alone.. despised.. outcasted.. worthless.. stupid.. to summarise it all - everything negative!!

I'm trying to get out of this feeling but it is staying put.. I guess you can say that I am not made for handling stress.. I break easily.. Need to learn how to manage stress.. Else it will forever be like this.. my "ban jiao shi"..

I saw this article during the start of the year - Get a jar, write on a slip of paper whenever something makes you happy and put it inside the jar. Watch it grow and open it at the end of the year. You will be amazed.

I think if I get 2 jars, 1 for happy and 1 for sad.. The happy probably gonna get like less than 10 slips of paper whereas sad will need like 10 jars..

Some times I get a little paranoid that I might be suffering from depression but I cant confirm.. I think I need to go do some activity that will keep my mind busy(..............other than work.. lol!) probably define some goals in life, go do volunteer work blah blah..

Anyway all talk no action is my motto.. hahaha!