Tuesday, April 27, 2010


#176


Well.. Perhaps I'm just such a bitch.. Fickle-minded bitch.. =\

I know that we don't click so I attempted to "end the game" during our first outing together.. Acting like I've known him for 10 years or something..

I kept doing stuff like silly pranks, cracking jokes.. Apparently he didn't get it..

But one thing is for certain..

He has also felt that I'm not the one he's looking for..

I don't know.. Perhaps I feel reluctant to let it go now because I enjoy the fact that someone was probably attracted to me? Or because I had attention and I liked it?

Well.. I know these are only temporary.. Until one day he gets to know the real deal..

I guess.. I did the right thing by ending it early so that I will not be blinded by this "fake attention" and allow myself to sink into this silly "quicksand"?

I should get over it soon..

I should learn to be independent..

Not to be a leech.. Latching onto people..

Go Michy!! That's the right spirit!! BE INDEPENDENT!! Aja Aja Fighting!!

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